Real Compared to What?

I don't want to be home anymore. This summer is about to be real uninteresting while I wait for Freedom Day (September 2nd) to come through. I've bought my ticket to London and there's no turning back now. I never even thought about studying abroad but I couldn't pass this up. I'm going to be doing something I absolutely love in a place that I've never been. I don't think you can fathom the ultimate craziness of this entire situation. It's mad! ... I'm just anxious I suppose. I like live and breathe USF and I was sure I would never leave but now that I have this chance to get out of here and meet new people and be myself somewhere else, I'm having dreams about it already. I'm about to explode with emotions. AH!