Adjusting

I've haven't had such a hard time adjusting to a situation since freshmen year of high school. They should really have a bridge program for when you come back to the states from studying abroad. My schedule continues to fill up slowly. I don't even know what I'm doing this semester or how things are going to turn out. I'm taking 17 units. Trying to revive gospel choir. Applying for a summer internship. Applying to be an RA. Working at two desks. Working with a committee on the Lane Center for Catholic Teaching and Social Thought. Dream Team. Retreats. Liturgical ministry. Clearly I won't have time for a show this semester. That might drive me absolutely crazy. Or it might make me completely sane. I just feel unfocused. And on top of all this I am crushing hard-core on this boy who makes me "cream my knickers" HAHAHA! He's beautiful. And smart. And goal-oriented. I just feel like he's not that into me. But maybe he is. Who knows? Whoever can read the opposite sex please contact me immediately.

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This isn't a dream

So yesterday ... Makeda calls and says she and Aida are going down to Haight and that I should come. So I get ready to go and then they call and say that Mike is coming too. Mike who I miss. Mike who I haven't seen in forever. Mike who makes me crazy sometimes. But Mike nonetheless. I'm not gonna lie ... I was excited. SO we had the reunion in the middle of McAllister with hugs and all and it was special. Then we went to lunch in the Mission. Then we came back and eventually met up with Mike again with alcohol and a couple of other of friends at his place. This is all too surreal. My friends no longer have dorm beds, they have couches and easy chairs and head boards and cooking utensils. WHOA! Are we growing up too fast? Is the world moving double time? I feel like I'm aging at an abnormal rate. This is crazy. It can't have been that long ago when I was just starting college and I had boys on the brain (one boy in particular) and I wasn't even thinking about leaving the country or moving off campus or having to use the internet at the library. All this that's going on now was unfathomable. Is there such a thing as being too in the moment. I'm in shock. I hope it fades soon. I have shit to do. HAHA!